i am so sad now, i just feel like cutting myself..................






















a piece of cheesecake.

Today is my make up exam for grade 5 yamaha. I wake up at 10am. Took out clothes from washing machine then go and dry it. Go wash hair and dress up, get ready for exam.

This time, have to go for exam alone. Sad. Sit there, waiting. Then call my name for theory. Go inside, sit down. Inside so cold, even though i am wearing a jacket. Starting do the time, very confuse. After that, i finish already, checked a few times. Then go out. Wait again. Got one aunty so nice, give me milo drink. Then, is practical time. So cold and nervous at the same time. Masuk. Play wrong liao. Shit. Second wan i thought its okay. Then that man and woman ask me sit down. The first question they ask, ''What's wrong???'' I know i am in deep shit. Die laa. Fail again. Say all my timing wrong. AGAIN??? haih. i practice so many times, why can make this type of shit mistake???!!! Arggghhhhh. I know i fail already. I don't care. I'm going to retake this nov again. Don't care SPM. After exam, i come take this stupid exam again. MUST NOT FAIL AGAINNNN!!! GAMBATEHHHHHH!!!!
how i wish.. they let me play again. I also one stupid wan, never ask to play again. HAIHHHH!!! I know how to play!!!! but WHY???? WHY??? MUST YOU MAKE YOUR TIMING WRONG AGAIN???!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

EAT SHIT.

AHHHH! I so pissed now. This morning, i wake up so early, so happy. Cause can go ''hang out'' later. So i ma go practice my piano lo. Since tomorrow exam. And she let me go if i practice my piano ma. So ma happy happy lo.

12pm..
i sms her. What time she coming. She say 2+. So i say okay lo.

1pm....

2pm..

2.15pm...
no mood adi...

2.30pm...
DOWAN GO ADI LAA. ALL THE MOOD ALSO NO MORE ALREADY GO OUT FOR WHAT.
WANT TO GO, GO WHOLE DAY MAH. GO FEW HOURS ALSO FUN. siao.

2.45pm..
she come back adi. tell her dowan go liao.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!! WHY?>????p!!?p!!?p?p!p?p!?pLKADJGFKLAJFKGAHGFaejf

no exam also stress. got exam also stress. why life got so much stresssss?????? AHHHHH. I WANT MY OWN CAR SO THAT I CAN DRIVE ANYWHERE I WANT.

Wesak day

Early morning already so many people. They even prepare red carpet for me.... :D

After i walk inside... i just realize the red carpet is not for me..... is for both of them...

Wahhh. why so many people ha? Got show to seee?/??

No laaa. actually people go in wanna get blessings from the monk... lazy line up so didn't go in. HAHA

Potrait of the chief monk. Handsome-nyaaa :D:D